Intense emotions! That's what my astrologer said to me when he told me about my natal Moon Pluto conjunction so many years ago. He wasn't wrong. I've lived a very long time without parents. I know a lot about a certain kind of life. (Moon conjunct Pluto = Pluto kills...
I have NO plans on quitting astrology or tarot or doing readings/consultations/tarot lessons/everything else that I do, mystically speaking. This came to mind this morning. I got a message. The message said keep focusing on astrology and focus MORE on it. And I know...
What is Pluto? Pluto will be changing signs, okay, but what is Pluto? What does Pluto symbolize? I'm sitting here, thinking, writing to you, wondering if I can sum up Pluto in a way that will satisfy me. If it satisfies me then it might satisfy you. And this won't be...
I feel a little speechless actually. I started studying astrology when Pluto was in Sagittarius. And now, flash forward, it's ending its time in Capricorn. And I'm not going to go "in order" as if there were any order to go in, and I'm going to start with a personal...
When I die, sprinkle my ashes over the diners of New York City is what I think to myself as I walk home from my morning walk and pancakes. Nice cold crisp weather, below zero in actual temperature and real feel. Finally got my layers right this morning and am...
I want to remember how to write. I used to write so freely. That's what this blog was, all freedom and pain and desire. And astrology. And, yes, I did delete years worth blog posts recently. Writing my two (published) books didn't make me a better writer. I think they...
More often than not, I don't understand my own nature. I'm scared all the time *and* I do things that scare me ALL the time. And there's lots of stuff that doesn't scare me in the slightest and I do those things too. But it's the fear stuff that fascinates me. Like,...
Okay this is Mercury trine Uranus in action and this aspect is on order this week, exact on Saturday but we're feeling it now, living it now. Last night I sent off a quick email to someone who was, well, really important to me, and is partly responsible for the shape...
I'm gonna try. I'm gonna try to keep blogging, and today I was back on the pod (after deleting all the old episodes again). It keeps me sane to talk to you and this was how it all began: on the blog. So I got off the phone with my analyst and it was a true...
We're in the midst of a long angry slog by the name of Mars retrograde and this week we have a Full Moon in Mars Retrograde in Gemini. Where are the boundaries? What needs to be said? Gemini rules speech. Everything means something and nothing means anything. I'm at...