So I was writing in my journal just now and I figured it out.
Of course.
Trauma.
That’s why I don’t want to go anywhere near my beloved Palo Santo (given to me by a dear man, Reiki Master and Healer who cleared my NYC apartment, August 2014, despite a sore knee, walking up all those steps) which I burned religiously during my Jupiter 12 transit. Most of my magick that year was self-defense magick. Protection. Clearing and cleansing.
I NEED NEW MAGICK(S).
That stuff? From before? It’s not what I need now. And realizing this is HUGE.
I may be in transit. I may be under a Saturn 4th House homeless transit, but I am safe.
Dare I write that? I’m not entirely convinced. But I’ll say this. I am MORE safe now than I was during Jupiter 12 or the first part of Jupiter 1st, before I left NYC.
To be continued…
