-+*After my therapy came to an end, I had a story to tell and I told it. I told it and told it and told it. I told it to the 20 or 30 therapists I interviewed in the hopes of finding him in a new form. I wanted a […]
Planetary Round-Up
-+*Thinking about Mars going retrograde at the end of this month and thinking about my new analyst. My first analyst actually. Whereas before there was “therapy” now there is “analysis” and I have a feeling he’s not typical and I think that’s a theme with me. For better or worse, […]
-+*Let’s talk about the sky right now. And thank you to the folks on Patreon who keep reading and keep supporting. It means the world to me. So I tried to do a podcast for about six miles or so. I need to check the app on my phone but […]
-+*Sometimes I don’t mind when clients/students cancel (ahead of time, that is). It lets me recreate my day. Today is cancellation day so it seems and my friend Christopher also cancelled coming to NYC (he’s not feeling well) but I’ve got an errand to run and lots of reading to […]
-+*I really don’t care about choosing my YouTube handle. I keep getting these emails. And I continue to resist the digital revolution (been resisting for a while now) and maybe it is career suicide and maybe it’s not, but I’ve been doing this work a long time now (over a […]
-+*Sunday: Foggy moments, bone tired, middle-aged-ness: my state of mind today. I’m listening to two white skinny people talk about god. No offense to the skinny white people of the world. No offense to those who talk about god on YouTube. Why not? Let’s all talk about god on YouTube. […]
-+*Tired and I need to take a nap before Kol Nidre but I’ve got a lot on my mind and waiting for some food to be delivered. What’s on my mind is judgment! No surprise that it’s Erev Yom Kippur (to have judgement on my mind). What’s making me extra […]
-+*So the big news, yes, is Mercury stationing to go direct on Sunday, but that’s not all. This weekend we’re under fire, good fire, a Sagittarius moon (you’ll be feeling social) and a fun Venus Jupiter link up and what I’m thinking is: extroversion, optimism. Adventure? Maybe so! This is […]
-+*I had so many losses in the spring and early summer of 2022 but only good has come from that time. Only good. I lost my therapist who I hated and loved. I lost friends, some old, some new. Is that all? Maybe that’s enough. Did I lose my mind? […]
-+*OH YES YOU ARE FEELING IT. I am feeling it. We are feeling it. If you aren’t feeling it, you are probably dead, in the afterworld, playing a harp, flying around with the angels. Or maybe you’re in hell at the bbq. Maybe both! Life, my friends, is vertical. And […]
-+*I don’t think I’ve ever felt a transit so intensely. I mean, a sky-thing, not a “what’s it doing in my chart specifically thing.” I felt the world come to a screeching stop, and no it wasn’t literally like that and yet it was, and definitely think of Jupiter retrograde […]
-+*Sometimes the gifts are dark. That’s how it goes. But those are often the gifts that change your life FOR THE BETTER. I had a great conversation the other day (with a potential mentor?) and he was kinda applauding my ability (is that the right word? Not quite but I […]
-+*It will be an interesting Leo Season because Leo Season will give us a Grand Cross. Grand Crosses happen when we have planets in all the fixed signs at the same time (or all the cardinal signs or all the mutable signs). We have Saturn in Aquarius. The rules are […]
-+*No, it’s not exact yet, but it doesn’t matter. You’re probably feeling it or will be feeling it and I’d say that’s normal but some folks are more sensitive than others to THE ENERGIES. Thing is this, though, any bold or fast move you take or make this week isn’t […]
-+*Last night I did a quick, slow live stream on Instagram and I drew a few cards about the Mars Uranus North Node situation which is coming out of your Taurus House, and I was saying that the Taurus people might feel swept away by it, and then it will […]
-+*I remember when I had my Pluto square Pluto transit. I was studying astrology. I was loving astrology. But even though I was meeting these cool people and learning this cool stuff and I remember walking home with my Pisces friend, to the train, and not knowing where it would […]
-+*So I’m learning a lot about flying which is my metaphor for trust, and I don’t mean some goofy “trust the universe” or “trust God” or even “trust yourself.” In fact, I don’t know what I mean entirely but I’m observing something in myself. A subtle feeling. Feels a little […]
-+*My blog is ancient now, a relic, but new clients still find me there even though I’ve been blogging only sporadically over the last few years. I never really committed to YouTube or to any other platform other than my own. So hello if you are new here. The best […]
-+*I was listening to a podcast just now (I have a couple favorites) and the host was saying “self help” but what I heard was “self hate” and I thought this was funny, and this morning I exercised first thing, and there was a moment when a part of my […]
-+*Have you ever built something from nothing? I have. Over and over and over. So I’m hard at work on the book the book the book, book number three. No agent yet, but I’ll get one and we’ll find it a home. AND THEN I CAN BE AT PEACE (yes […]
-+*I don’t want to write a gloomy blog post, really I don’t, but I’ve got my eye on this Venus Saturn square (exact this week) so let’s talk a little bit about it and see if I can give it a positive spin. I mean, I gave that Mars Chiron […]
-+*It’s been three weeks. It’ll be three weeks tomorrow: the anniversary of the last time I spoke to The Good Doctor, and the weeks leading up to the last time we spoke were excruciating, and the therapy itself (nearly a year’s worth) was excruciating, and I’d be lying if I […]
-+*Not every Full Moon is a life-changer and not every Full Moon needs to be, but one thing I think is unique about this particular Full Moon is the fact that Saturn is retrograde. Usually, normally, Saturn wants to teach us, but how I’m feeling under this Full Moon is […]
-+*I identify so much with the life and death. With the life and death story, struggle. When I bleed each month (or every couple months, these days) it’s life and death that I relate to. In my own Jewish tradition, blood is life and we’re not permitted to eat it. […]